Where does the time go?

Wow, life seems to be hurry up and wait. I just realized that 3 months have passed since we first learned something may be wrong with Jasz. A lot has happened in that time. But a phrase I heard once keeps going through my mind, "the days are long but the years are short." This was said in reference to being a stay-at-home mom. And yes sometimes the days seem to drag, but for me the reason they have dragged is I am anxiously awaiting answers. While waiting, we have done some fun things...but I don't want to miss today because I want to see tomorrow so bad. So my new commitment to myself and my family is to enjoy the moments. They may be small, they may not give an answer, but they are the things my kids will remember later. For certain, I do not want their memories filed with a distracted anxious mommy. Who needs that? So here goes trying to take the worry weights off and build some different muscles. Let's see how it goes!!